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I was crying cause I’m overwhelmed and then I looked at the mess in my room and I started crying again cause what do you mean my room is a museum of all the things I have ever loved made and consumed, what do you mean that poster I bought yesterday is sitting next to the aluminium star I made when I was 12 ? I’ve been a million different people in this room, and the weirdest fact is I use to live in another apartment just above this one that had the same layout except for some details which means that two oddly identical versions of my home live in my own mind, it’s so fucking eerie I can’t. There’s a box of antidepressants on my desk and I’ve spilled them all and my childhood teddy is watching.