Mahi

just whatever is coming into heart i am saying it.because i know you or anyone probably wouldn't even want to talk to me. to be honest in the past five months i have dreaded and regretted every minute of my problematic behaviour and personality that eventually force people to leave, by how uncomfortable i end up making them. 
          
          but trust me Mahi. 
          never in my whole life i have ever missed as much as i miss you people. you guys have every right to ignore me or hate me i deserve every bit of that. 
          
          but i want to be better.
          i want to better myself and I want to change myself i want to fix things. i want to hold onto the last thread of hope. 
          
          i don't know if you will even read this or not.
          but i just want to apologise for every damn thing.
          i am extremely sorry i swear to lord Shiva and lord krishna i haven't spend a day without missing my friends.
          
          i am sorry.
          in short i am extremely sorry for everything.
          please forgive me. 
          please. 

Please instantly don't react? 
          just hear me out and then do whatever you want to I promise i won't bother again and again.
          Tumblr delete kar diya maine.. October mein. 
          
          its been more than five months. and well I haven't moved on. i haven't lost my emotional attachment issues, neither i don't think i can ever will. but in order to fix a bond.. i ruined the remaining whatever bonds i was left with.
          
          i made so many terrible mistakes, got insanely anxious, reacted way too quickly did so many things that you probably guys won't even want to hear my voice or even see my name on any of your social media page. 
          
          i have ruined my most beautiful friendship bonds with my impatience, immature behaviour, and everything my anxiousal behaviour could made me do.
          
          i am terrible i know. i don't deserve proper friends like you all. like you... like maya.. ( like rubaina).
          
          i didn't realised how important it is to have patience.
          i didn't realised how important it is to have trust.
          i didn't realised how important it is to give some space to someone.
          and i didn't realised all those terrible mistakes i performed. i agree i am the problem. and i deserve every bit of loneliness i face on daily basis. 
          
          but... i want you guys to know.. mera intention kabhi bhi kisi ko bhi hurt karne ka. uncomfortable karne ka. ya fir irritate karne ka nahi thi. i agree i did all of that but it was never intentional. 
          
          whatever happened. its all me. definitely me. and i am terribly sorry from the bottom of my heart. 
          i am the problem.and i guess i always will be the problem. 
          
          but i am so sorry for everything. terribly sorry for everything. 
          take care of yourself. be happy. and ho sake toh maya ko bhi. sorry.
          
          with love.
          Arya. 

Mahi.. hi ? 
          
          main sena. (vijayasena) 
          
          i hope you are doing well and staying healthy and happy? 

Hey ! Loved your stories. Wanna know kgf finale will be continued , because I loved the series and your imagination was the best . Looking forward to all your books and stories . 

Hey Mahi, your covers are too aesthetically pleasing, can I get to know how you make them? Like app and predominantly used features and all, if possible?

Love your books

Hey did you delete your saaho book.

Annyeong!!! hi hi so I was packed with exams but I'm free now so look forward to a update yay

Hi, hope you're doing well. I love the chapters you wrote so far in your book Adur. Will you be updating it soon?

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