I’ll keep everything inside me that’s just how I’ve always been and I know exactly why I do it but sometimes I want to let it all out and at times I’ve let out some things maybe to strangers on the internet or to my notes app and sometimes to best friend. Yk how you tell everything good and bad that happens to you to your best friends? That’s something I’ve always struggled with but right now in this moment I want to tell her everything that’s on my mind bc she had always shared a bond with my mum but I don’t have her anymore. I know for a fact that my decision to stop talking to her was the right one but that doesn’t make it hurt any less.