-MELANINMIX9
How are you!!!
jimmyxneutron
Why was i literally just thinking about your books lol, I’m fine. Just easing back into wattpad after a while. How are you?
jimmyxneutron
jimmyxneutron
I’m so over being called to “heal” when I feel like that’s all i ever do and never receive the benefits. It feels like a burden … especially when it’s always told me when i question why love hasn’t found me yet. I just want to feel like enough without jumping through hoops and proving myself. I just want to experience love without constant pressure to “fix” myself. I’ve been through so much physically and emotionally and it’s unfair. When exactly do I get my happy ending?
jimmyxneutron
@_northeastside love you too bby, and thank you for validating my emotions ❤️. i get so tired of hearing “love yourself” every time i express how much this hurts, as if i don’t constantly make it clear that i do.
_northeastside
@jimmyxneutron you don’t have to fix yourself and be fully healed to find love, when you are in a waiting season for your happy ending it’s extremely hard to keep going when you see others get their happiness, telling someone to heal while being single it’s a great advice but not enough. How long do I need to heal to experience love? Unfortunately babe I wish I could give you more comfort. I wish love can give us a date and hour when it’s come to our path. Love you Noree ❤️ as a chronically single girlie
jimmyxneutron
I can’t stand how people can feel guilty without actually regretting their actions. How do you lead me on, send mixed signals, and still manage to play the victim? It’s exhausting and you’re insufferable. Don’t even get me started on how they get upset when you finally gain some self respect and leave -
jimmyxneutron
yall i just bought a pole and omgg it’s so fun
_northeastside
@jimmyxneutron I think u should check @hannahhamamm on TikTok she’s amazing at pole dancing
jimmyxneutron
@DaughteroftheDusk thank youu ! it has both options and i bought it for a birthday trip so i actually haven’t been on it since arriving back home
jimmyxneutron
valentine’s day when you’re still fresh from a heartbreak is the worsttt
jimmyxneutron
“Moment for life” by Nicki Minaj is literally a manifestation song ! Prove me wrong.
jimmyxneutron
patiently waiting for God to send me my Kordell Beckham (the woman version)
jimmyxneutron
i’m tred of being single, but I’m also tired of putting in the effort to build something with someone, only to end up going nowhere and being led on. i wish people would lay their true intentions down upfront.
jimmyxneutron
im having a really terrible week. my emotions have been everywhere, i just need a hug.
jimmyxneutron
just totaled my car & started my period in the same day !