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Well, well, well… I was being my usual clumsy, stupid messy self. When I came back after being away for years, few days later a notif popped up asking me to verify my email. And of course, I couldn’t remember which one I had used. When I finally did, I forgot the password. Somehow, I managed to figure it out, but the whole process kinda pissed me off for was it all worth it kinda shit in my head , so I just deleted the account. I was like, "Fine, whatever." But now, I’m at a point where I need a fresh perspective to start my novel again. And to do that, I need to read first, cleanse my subconscious . I mean, I *do* read, but I don’t want to pick up anything by Stephen King, Alex Michaelides, Donna Tartt, Dostoyevsky, Orwell, Mona Awad, or any of my other favorite authors. I know myself too well—if I read them while writing, I’ll subconsciously start imitating their style. And I don’t want that. I need something *messy*, something written from a completely different perspective—not from those kinds of authors. So I was like, "Fine, let's start over." I made a new account about a day ago ig, and the only username I remembered was Nimmy’s. But somehow, I found you again too. So yeah, over and out someone needs to smash my head! Fr