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Hello again in year 2025, my loves <33
          I hope one or the other person still remembers me. I can see comments on my stories from time to time, and they remind me how comfortable of a place Wattpad has always been for me (especially since it’s anonymous and nobody owes me anything, what makes people commenting so much more valuable to me). Recently, I found myself yearning to start tapping on my keyboard again; I still make stories up in my mind every day, which has always been what’s brought me to write the words my mind puts in order down. However, I’m still far away from the Marvel Universe rn, which is why I don’t think that if something comes up here again, it will have to do much with the MCU. 
          A pattern of behavior that I see in myself is that my obsessions change over time (except for my Shawn Mendes obsession, that’s been going strong for eight years now lol). They basically are drawn to different subjects, no matter if they’re fictional or real. You could also call them phases. Anyways, right now I got one of these again and my mind makes up stories again. 
          Sooo my question is: Would you guys rather read a fanfiction about my new obsession or should I maybe try n write something that I came up with entirely? The latter I find more difficult, because if you have a real (or at least portrayed-by-an-actor) person, you already have some clues and don’t have to think about too many details concerning the making of a world and so on. Also (and yes, I know, that’s a superficial reason) it reaches more people. Still, I’d be willing to try.
          I hope I can count on your thoughts on this, because I’m pulled back and forth with what to write which currently ends up in a lot of procrastination.
          Hope you’re doing fine <33
          (Also, on an additional note, my new obsession concerns 1D and no, it’s not Harry Styles xx)

I know I said May, but things came up again. I’m sorry. It’ll probably be a while, because I’m planning on proof-read Secretive first to get back into it before continuing to write.
          What I actually wanted to say is that I still see people commenting on my stories, still read it all, and I FUCKING LIVE FOR IT. Thank you guys so much that after me being inactive for so long, you kept this account alive. It means the world.
          Updates are that I btw finished my bachelor’s exam and have it proof read and that I’m going to the Eras Tour in a week. I’ma be, as expected, your rep baby
          Anyways, it’s wild that I started writing Secretive before my studies and I am almost done with them now, damn
          Hope that y’all are fine and well. Feel hugged from me <33

I’m still alive btw, with a current unhealthy obsession with Dr. Spencer Reid & the last exam in bachelor’s coming up in April
          Expect to hear more from me starting in May
          Take care & stay healthy, look out for yourselves my loves <33

Hey guys, just wanted to let you know I’m still amongst the living. I’m so sorry it’s been such a long time since an update, but in between exams and a rough start into the year, I’m just lacking time and motivation to think myself back into the stories. However, exams are soon over and maybe I’ll finally get the chance to dive back in.
          I hope y’all are safe and sound, healthy and had a nice start into 2024. Remember, every end is a new beginning. Also remember to be kind, other people’s ruthlessness and disrespect isn’t an excuse for you to behave the same way. Yup, that’s about everything I’m giving you until we meet again (I’d insert the meme “until we meet again” here but well, it’s a wattpad wall). See you around and, for last, remember that you are loved <33

So, I’m reading The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes before I’m going to the cinema next week with my friends (in case I’m not covid positive anymore (fingers crossed emoji here in case you can’t see it)) and honestly, I can’t imagine falling for Snow instead of Sejanus. Such a sweetheart. Hero of the story in my opinion.
          
          But I’m also not through with it and I know things will happen that will break my heart.
          
          Anyways, what did you guys think of the movie/book if you’ve already seen/read it?

There’s a new chapter of secretive online hehe (I know I kept you waiting)
          Also, thank you all so so so SO much for 300k views on that story. This is insane. You are incredible.

Apparently, I’m the family member that gets photos of the Globe in London when someone is visiting it, because they thought of me when thinking of Shakespeare, etc
          I’m not mad about it
          
          Also, I’m sorry for having been so inactive during the last months and time, although I originally planned on posting more. There’s a lot going on in my personal life that I didn’t expect, so I’m sorry for that
          
          Anyways, I hope y’all are fine. Take care xx

new chapter of secretive up
          I also got taylor swift concert tickets AHSHDHWKW
          I also have my last exam for now next week
          I also know how to end secretive now so I might be a little faster in continuing
          I also got a second cat
          I hope y’all are healthy and well
          Bye

Post concert depression hits so hard I might’ve written a dirty oneshot with harry styles if I had the time

I did something and it is out now