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୨ৎ ─ chat any ideas what to gift my bf for his birthday (he doesn't want anything) uwu :3

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athy,
          
          first  of  all  i  care  bout  u,  and  i  fucking  love u  !
          they  dont  care  about  u ,  their  loss.  i  am  rlly  srry  they  treat  u  this  way  ml.  but  the  thing  is  u  gotta  take  care  of  urself  okay?  its  got  nothing  to  do  with  hating  urself.  u  tried  ur  best  and  thats it.  if  they  arent  theres  nothing  to  do  love.  u  didnt  dissapoint  them  love,  they  just  doesnt  fucking  understand  ur  worth  girl.  keep  on  doing  ur  best  and  do  it  for  urself  love.
          
          i  am  srry  u  need  to  go  thro  all  this  ml,  hope  i  could  help  more  but  i  cant  and  i  am  rlly  srry  for  that.  :(
          
          athy  i  really  love  you  so  fucking  much  !
          hope  u  take  care  of  urself  and  dont  take  too  much  stress,  please?

You aren't sorry because you didn't care to begin with. 

Tw!! 
          
          Fuck my life. I can never make them proud. I always mess up no matter what I do. "listen to your feelings and say no" they say but when I do then it's also not right. It's simple. You. Weren't. Fucking. Here. You said you wouldn't do that shit again but you keep doing it "stop snacking sm", "eat more" JUST STOP IT STOP IT STOP THIS PLS. stop this mad fucking favourism. I had to wait 4 fucking years, 4 years of begging and he gets it just by asking. "we want you both to be raised the same" BRO YOU AIN'T DOING IT AT ALL. SO STOP IT. I just hate who I am :) I wanna dissappear badly but who would care Noone. It's simple. They all favour him or her but I'm just disappointing them. I study sm at night to the point that I faint during my exam and you tell me "did you atleast finish the exam" instead of asking if I'm okay. ☺️