•.°•.🌱𝕔𝕖𝕔𝕚𝕖🌱.•.°.

"I'd told myself so many contradictory things. That I was in love, and not only that but it was a Great Love, and to walk away would be a denial of my life. 
          
          And then, alternately, that I was having some insane infatuation, that it was a heart-twisting moment in time that would eventually pass, and I had to be strong.
          
          I didn't see why loving someone had to have so much agony attached to it. It felt like a series of fresh cuts in the skin of my heart."
          
          - The Mermaid Chair, Sue Monk Kidd

Yesterday my aunt told me, in regards to my aforementioned concerning taste in men:
          
          "...come to terms with the fact that no person in your life will ever fulfill that need. It is not possible. Because that need started in you as child. And you can never be a child again. So the need will never be fulfilled. Ever. Accepting that is the hardest part of the whole thing."
          
          And that's really scaring me

Throwback to that time my sisters and I found out we could get "high" off of inhaling soda carbonation

At what age do I have to stop blaming my horrible taste in men to the fact that my dad hated my mom growing up?

Guys I just realized Seonghwa turned TWENTY SEVEN and I am not okay. There's no way. He's still 24 in my head. He's like, almost thirty TT

i've been so indulged in my own life and complaining about the slightest things in my life, i've been ignorant enough to not look around me, tysm for this. i love you <3 have a great day/night

 Oh.... For heaven's sake. Right when was getting back into kpop, trying to rationalize supporting celebrities, Hobi has to do something so ignorant as post himself with Starbucks.
          
          For anyone who doesn't know, Starbucks is one of the main boycotts against the Israeli occupation and genocide in Palestine. Starbucks ITSELF, as a company, isn't the issue, but one of its main shareholders, howard schultz, is a known zionist who still keeps over $2 billion in financial ties to Starbucks and has long standing political ties with Israel. 
          
          Back in 2023, Starbucks also sued its worker's union for posting pro-Palestine content. 
          
          Whether or not someone thinks these are reasons enough to boycott Starbucks, it's still just in horrible taste to be blatantly aligning yourself with a company Socially tied to ongoing genocide 

Guys I just completed & published my first chapter in over a year!!! <⁠(⁠￣⁠︶⁠￣⁠)⁠> My readers have probably died off but I'm happy 

god i love you so much 

When I said death to the american complex this is NOT what I meant