Socially-_-Awkward

wsp chat. i dont have long bcs its late and I'm meant to be finished with hw by now. so uh
          
          my crush is probably straight?? maybe?? confused
          one of my friends had a crush on me! (it was the friend that said she was really straight so uh plot twist)
          apparently the friend that had a crush on me said she asked my crush if she she was straight through a question about a gay gc vs a straight gc (which one she'd be on) and she said 'straight idk' so perhaps theres hope
          also had to act mega freaky with my friends to convince the person who likes me to stop liking me
          pretty skibidi
          anyways how are y'all?? luv u all <3/p

so i told one of my friends in my form and class group thing about my crush and she said my crush was really straight 
          so yeah.
          she could still like me but this is the first person from the class group ive told so i dont think its likely.
          idk guys
          will keep you updated
          ill be ok
          hru guys? take care of yourselves <3/p
          byeeeee!!

eurovision 2025 lineup complete yayayaya
          woah I havent been on here for so long

romance updates:
          got her number
          text her nearly every day
          idk but sometimes our arms touch when we stand next to each other and she doesn't pull away
          she trusts me with personal stuff and i aldo trust her with personal stuff
          yeah idk
          i think she might actually like me but i can never be too sure
          i always doubt myself alot, especially since ive been crushing hard and subtly rejected quite a few times

hello gays
          i was at this resteraunt for my friends birthday AND I THINK I SAW SOMEONE IN A WILD LIFE (life series) TSHIRT
          an also someone said 'red winter is coming' as a quote and told their friends to guess it at a club im in
          so
          idk 
          my life really wants life series in it apparently

ive seen some news about new esc contestants.
          Im going to make the chatfic AFTER esc2025. it will probably go for the same amount of time as my 2024 one, and it'll probably end in august/September depending on how slow my writing is.
          i will be doing a little preview probably of just them chatting and introducing themselves, but im gonna wait until the clip compliations start coming out (so probably a couple days before or after the final) to then watch the clip compliations, interviews and other stuff and get a grasp of their personalities
          bcs i cba to research each individual person
          ok ty!!

didn't upload again today becauseeeee laptop glitching issues 
          i will HOPEFULLY get a ronance oneshot and something esc related out in a week or so!!

i wasssss gonna write something today
          but my laptop's out of battery 
          so ill charge it and try update tomorrow!!

morning
          too much stuff in my life
          not enough time to tell
          learning guitar myself
          started a band with my friend
          learnt sailor song on guitar
          tried to follow new year's resolutions
          haven't seen my crush in ages cause of half term
          hate my brother
          am not very good at dieting
          got a new phone because my old one broke
          summary of this month or so

i forgot to do a valentine's day special oneshot oops
          ill work on something for y'all soon, dont worry
          hru all? remember that even if you didn't have a valentine's yesterday you are cool and awesome :D