"दिल से तेरी यादें मिटाऊँ कैसे, तेरी तस्वीर आँखों से हटाऊँ कैसे, तू नहीं है तक़दीर में मेरी, इस सच को मैं झुठलाऊँ कैसे।"
Hello, dear readers... My heart feels heavy as I write this. I'm just a teenage girl, struggling with depression. It's a constant battle, a weight I carry with me every day. Writing used to be my escape, a way to pour my feelings onto the pages of my notebooks. But even that felt... muted, somehow. Then, one day, while mindlessly scrolling through reels, I stumbled upon BTS. Their music... it was like a lifeline. Their songs reached into the darkness and offered a glimmer of hope, a moment of peace. I found myself drawn to them, their music a soothing balm to my troubled soul. Soon, I was lost in daydreams, imagining myself in their world, a world where maybe, just maybe, things could be different. But then reality crashes back. I see the countless others, the dedicated fans, the overwhelming love they receive... and a sharp pang of loneliness hits me. It hurts, knowing I'm just one in a sea of faces, that my love feels so small in comparison. To cope, I started writing down my daydreams, my fantasies, my hopes. It was a private world, just for me. Until I discovered Wattpad. It felt like a chance to share a piece of myself, a piece of my heart. So here I am, pouring my soul into these stories, hoping someone, somewhere, might connect with them. My treatment for depression is ongoing. It's a long journey, with its ups and downs. My parents don't know about my writing on Wattpad. It's my little secret, a space where I can be truly myself, without judgment. Here are some of the stories I'm working on, stories born from my heart and my imagination:
Side Character
It's the story of us
Murder Mystery
~Your N. Inkwell...

@HJ_Fiction is a great story cover maker. She has made the cover of Love or Lawyer. Thanks buddy!
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Hey Inklings!After months of hard work, Chapter 4 of The Murder Mystery is finally out!  I honestly cried while writing this one—it’s an emotional rollercoaster.Please read it and show your love! Y...
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Stories by N. Inkwell
Love or Lawyer by Messedup_queen
Love or Lawyer
"An Indian Marriage series... Two cold hearts collide. Jungkook: "Love is bullshit!" - a bitter shield forged from past hurts, a wall built to keep out any chance of vulnerability. Y/N: "Love is...
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The Murder Mystery by Messedup_queen
The Murder Mystery
"This was all planned, wasn't it?'' A girl asked crying "It was" A voice answered "And this time they won but I will come back again." She thought while closing her eyes.. forever Who was s...
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