Jxerv_

Appena finisco la storia su Kageyama penso che ne pubblicherò una su Itachi non lo so 

Jxerv_

Sofii_kokonoi

@ Jxerv_  AAAA MI HAI SVOLTATO LA GIORNATA 
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Jxerv_

Raga pensavo di pubblicare una storia su Kageyama, lo faccio?:^

Sofii_kokonoi

@ Jxerv_  hahah toppp non vedo l'ora 
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Jxerv_

@Sofii_kokonoi @Mar_xxji  allora probabilmente potrei cominciare a pubblicare domani:)
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Sofii_kokonoi

@ Jxerv_  ti prego siiiii
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Jxerv_

Sometimes I’m just so scared about life and how I will end up in the future. Like, I don’t want to be sad, of course I want to be happy, but my happiness might end up disappointing people around me, and this scares me a lot. I don’t even know myself, I still have to find so many things about me, but it’s hard to fit in society.
          Sometimes I just wish we could all be kind to each other, but I know it’s not possible, so I just think I will end up alone forever. Love always scare me, because what if I fell in love with someone that people is not right to be with? What if I fell in love with a woman and I disappoint people around me? I kind of feel nervous about love and I don’t think I will get married in the future, even if people keep telling me, I will find the perfect man for me. I don’t think I will, but I don’t say anything.
          Just kinda hard to think about love in general, it’s such a scary thing, because since I experimented it once I never want to experiment it again.

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I wish I could go back in time. I wish I could go back in time just to talk to you once more. Just once. Only once, to tell you how much I loved you. Because I can’t live with this regret.
          All those times I waited for your message, staring at my phone. How impatient I was to see your name light up on my screen. I would have replied immediately—I couldn’t be patient. All those nights spent texting with a smile on my lips. When my heart raced just from reading your words, when the whole world disappeared the moment I heard your voice. It was the distance that kept us from ever meeting. You have no idea how desperately I wanted to meet you, just to smell your scent. Your sweet scent filling my lungs, warming me from the inside. I wanted to hold you, to share our warmth. I wanted to take your hand, intertwine our fingers. I wanted to walk with you through the streets of the city, side by side, and see the envious looks of those around us. I wanted to kiss you. To kiss your soft lips. To fill you with my love and give you everything I had. I wanted you to be my first time—I still do. I couldn’t imagine anyone else touching me in such an intimate way. I would never have allowed it. To me, there was only you. And yet, I knew I had no hope. Simply because you liked boys. You don’t know how broken I felt when I found out, how many tears I cried when I realized there was no place for me in your heart. How jealous I was when you told me about the boy in your class you liked. I wanted so badly to be in his place.