Aarsha

I think I'm more of a wall than a mirror. People say fine what you receive or wtvr right. But I think in trying to be that I've ended up being a wall. People throw shit it sticks. People hit, it hurts them and maybe breaks the wall a lil. But you wanna just have something to support your back it's right there, strong and sturdy. Always there for you..

i dont want to do this..

EVERYTHINGS FUCKED AGAIN

Anybody else having a hard time with this transition? Or am I the only pathetic one..

Our book would be named "Synonyms of Madness"

The morw i give them reasons to love me the more reasons they search to hate me for

But I'm proud to say i had my ... uhm moments. a friend of mine is just soo sweet. The way they care for me and calmed me down in multiple situations puts the scenarios i read in wattpad to shame. 
          uk the scenes where the guy just comes up to the girl during a panic attack and holds her whispering sweet nothings in her ears. I HAD THATTTTTT!!!!!!
          srsly. I'm sure everyone has a few books scenes play out in their real life but we just don't realise it. and the dumb me is starting to look back on all those moments. I wasn't wrong to hold on

ahh anyone ever feel this?
          where u feel so alone and want to have all the jitters but don't really want to be in a relation? i think it's common but that doesn't mean it isn't confusing

Idk if I'm ready for my next chapter.  It's going to be very hard. Especially now that I'm on my own

I need to confess smtg and idk where to do it