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I'm supposed to go on a trip with my family all next week. 
          
          I was looking forward to it. But now I'm not. Because things keep going wrong. 
          
          My parents told my brother and me one thing last month; now they are saying something completely different. 
          
          And I'm mad. I dont understand why they waited until two days before the trip to tell us these things when they had over a month to tell us.
          
          Especially now that I have to tell my boyfriend two days before the trip that the things my parents said last month are no longer the same, and I feel so bad. 
          
          Are my parents doing this intentionally to raise my hopes, then bring them right back down?
          
          Are my parents trying to make me look like the bad guy?
          
          Or am I thinking too much into it?
          
          Am I being ungrateful and selfish about this? 

In the few days I've been on break already, I noticed how much I needed it. I might be off longer than I planned. Instead of being back at the beginning of next month, I probably will be back more toward the end of next month. I do have a favor to ask, tho. If it's not too much to ask, could you guys send me weekly or even daily messages of positivity? I really need it right now. It would be very appreciated, but no pressure. I understand if you can't or dont want to.

Stay safe. Take care of yourselves. Hope you all have a great month. I will see you all next month. Goodbye till then.

For those who would like to reach out to me, feel free to do so. Just remember, I won't be online to respond till next month. 

I will be completely inactive this month, starting Friday.
          
          For those who celebrate this month, happy holidays. 
          

@Pandapals I'm okay! Sorry for replying so late, I was in English classes TvT

@Pandapals @RoseEuphemiaLupin I will make sure to reach out!

@Pandapals of course not, dear

@Pandapals of course <333

@Pandapals <3